HAPPY TEACHER'S DAY!
Teachers, you all rock my life! =)

It is the supreme art of the teacher to awaken joy in creative expression and knowledge.
- Albert Einstein

Thank you for being my inspiration.
(REFERRING TO THOSE NOT BIASED)

Anyways, Miches told me of a little typo error I made.

BEA[something missing here]TIFUL.

WE ARE ALL BEATIFUL.

ABSOLUTELY BEATIFUL. XD

I guess I was too busy typing absolutely correctly that i forgot about my dear beatiful. xD

Seriously, it's easier to type without a "U".

Ok, this shall be a crap word in Angela's dictionary.

beatiful n.
1. Spelling error.
2. Beaten to the max.
3. Absolutely NOT beautiful. xD
4. Beatiful= tired. ^^
Dead beat = tired.

=

I contradict myself all the time.

For example, at the beginning of the post I may say that I do not want to badmouth anyone. If you ever read a post something similiar to this, trust me, I am LYING. Before you know it, in the next few lines, I shall be badmouthing this particular person.

Maybe I was born with it. Maybe all this contradicting thing has built over the years.

Anyways, I'm utterly disappointed. In MYSELF.

I have no idea whether it's because of my low self-esteem or something, but something about this layout is not quite right. It's too plain, that is. And it's supposed to be a layout based on my favourite movie. WHAT THE FREAK. HOW CAN I PRODUCE SUCH A SLOPPY PIECE OF WORK WHEN IT'S BASED ON MY FAVOURITE MOVIE?

When I get my domain, I shall make another layout on Two Weeks Notice again. Nice, fanciful one. It can be simple too, just so long I make it look PRESENTABLE. And my presentable standards are very high.

I know yes, I'm a FREAK DESPERADO. I must go out on half-days or I'll just die. THE POINT IS, IF I DON'T GO OUT ON HALF-DAYS, I MAY NEVER GET TO GO OUT FOR LIKE, TILL THE END OF THE EXAMINATIONS. THAT'S ANOTHER MONTH.

Pathetic, isn't it?

I go out less than 5 times in a year with my friends. My best friend is my dear computer. My best friend GIVES OUT RADIATION. Yet, my MSN is stored in this best friend.

Pathetic, pathetic, pathetic. I wonder if I have a life. I talk crap. All rubbish. Talk all about wanting to get A1s for everything at the beginning of the year. When they handed me the goal setting thingy, all my goals were Al.

HA-HA. A1. If it was so easy to get, I'd have my OWN computer, my OWN domain, my OWN Miss Congeniality CD.

Apparently I care too much about what others want, but no one cares about what I want.

My wishlist is there for display. To rot after a few days.

Too bad for my teachers, but because I'm depressed tonight, they DO NOT get anything from me at all tomorrow. Too bad, but in the first place, I don't think they even care about my presents. I'm not a model student, a teacher's pet, a favourite student, anything. A cheap paper card less will make no difference.

If I become happier tomorrow, they might get a present on Friday.

I still remember you, you SICKENING FREAKISH Chinese teacher who REJECTED my present IN FRONT OF THE ENTIRE CLASS. You're lucky I didn't tell you to go and die. It's been 5 years, but let me tell you, wagaligong, I REMEMBER YOU! I remember your name till this day, and I may still remember it when I'm 90. If I see you on the streets I'm going to throw ROTTEN EGGS at you. Teachers like you DO NOT deserve my respect.

I pity the students you are teaching now. They must be SUFFERING.

Ack.

I felt like clicking the "TAG" button.
I didn't.
I felt so disappointed.
But I didn't tell her.
I hope she finds out herself.

I'm

h
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t.

^^

Someone posted this on DMB and I thought it was quite interesting:



I kinda half agree & disagree. xD Yes, parents should get to know our friends so they can understand us better, but then we can't tell those little white lies 'cos they check with our friends...^^

Ok, we shouldn't lie, so FINE. This poster is completely right xD

And here's a lovely gift from Sara:


Thanks Sara! =) Lalalala...

Let's face it.
The world hates me.
I hate the world.
Everyone hates me.
To them, I am SO opaque.
SO visible.
SO sarcastic.
I don't exist.
I try to make them notice me.
They heck care.
I tell them I'm crying,
they think I'm kidding.
I say I'm depressed
they think I'm crapping.
What exactly am I to her?
No one wrote to me.
I wrote to her.
Yet, all I hear is "Oh."
Please correct me if I've said it wrong,
but I've never heard a "Thank You" from her.
My angel hates me.
She wrote one letter to me.
Very short one letter.
Anyone who gets me as their angel or mortal
must think they're so unlucky.
Everytime I resolve to do something
It screws up,
and in the end,
the whole world laughs at me.
I'm tired.
So very tired.
I tell them my blogskins got first on blogskins.com
They heck care.
If I tell them I got first in my class,
they'll buy the world for me.
They take the moon down from the sky for me.
They love me like crazy.
To me, both things are equal.
To them, both things are so different.
I never get a chance to prove myself.
It's always those few who get picked.
Yea, I know.
Even if they give me a chance,
I'll screw it up anyway, right?
I'm invisible to the world.
The world's invisible to me.
Maybe something bad must happen to me,
before they can notice me
before the world can look at me.
But then again,
I'm not that stupid.
I want to live.
It's not worth it,
dying for people who don't even care about you.
They think you suck.
They put you down.
Now even I wonder if I suck.
You might hate me for writing this post.
I don't care.
After all, do you care about me?
Oh yes,
in the first place,
you shouldn't be reading this.
It shouldn't interest you the least bit.
After all,
the world hates me,
and you're part of the world.

The end.

^^

Today we (teh guides) went to do CIP @ Bukit Merah. xD The old folks were so interesting! They were surely more enthu then me. xD When we were doing the laughing therapy thingy (which was kinda weird), I glued myself to a corner while the old folks were trying to get us to be more enthu. Hahas. So malu. xD Then when they were singing Karaoke I dozed off. xD Was really tired. *sigh* xD And then Mdm Gao sang for us! ^^ LOL.

It was quite difficult to get our point across to all of them (the old folks) because some only knew Malay, Cantonese (sp), Chinese or English. The seniors had to translate everything xD

I'll be there for you
(When the rain starts to pour)
I'll be there for you
(Like I've been there before)
I'll be there for you
('Cause you're there for me too)

Songs from Project Superstar Last Week

Beautiful
Christina Aguilera
sang by Chew Sin Huey

[Spoken]
Don't look at me

Every day is so wonderful
And suddenly, it's hard to breathe
Now and then, I get insecure
From all the fame, I'm so ashamed

I am beautiful no matter what they say
Words can't bring me down
I am beautiful in every single way
Yes, words can't bring me down
So don't you bring me down today

To all your friends, you're delirious
So consumed in all your doom
Trying hard to fill the emptiness
The piece is gone and the puzzle undone
That's the way it is

You are beautiful no matter what they say
Words won't bring you down
You are beautiful in every single way
Yes, words won't bring you down
Don't you bring me down today...

No matter what we do
(no matter what we do)
No matter what they say
(no matter what they say)
We're the song inside the tune
Full of beautiful mistakes

And everywhere we go
(everywhere we go)
The sun will always shine
(sun will always shine)
And tomorrow we might wake on the other side
All the other times

We are beautiful no matter what they say
Yes, words won't bring us down
We are beautiful no matter what they say
Yes, words can't bring us down
Don't you bring me down today

Don't you bring me down today
Don't you bring me down today

What's Up

Twenty - five years and my life is still
Trying to get up that great big hill of hope
For a destination

And I realized quickly when I knew I should
That the world was made up of this brotherhood of man
For whatever that means

And so I cry sometimes
When I'm lying in bed
Just to get it all out
What's in my head
I am feeling a little peculiar

And so I wake in the morning
And I step outside
And I take a deep breath and I get real high
And I scream at the top of my lungs
What's going on?

And I say, hey hey hey hey
I said hey, what's going on?
Ooh, ooh ooh

And I try, oh my god do I try
I try all the time, in this institution
And I pray, oh my god do I pray
I pray every single day
For a revolution

And so I cry sometimes
When I'm lying in bed
Just to get it all out
What's in my head
I am feeling a little peculiar

And so I wake in the morning
And I step outside
And I take a deep breath and I get real high
And I scream at the top of my lungs
What's going on?

And I say, hey hey hey hey
I said hey, what's going on?

Twenty - five years and my life is still
Trying to get up that great big hill of hope
For a destination

WOWIE.We

WOWIE. I was trying out a tutorial from Aethereality on making images look sketchy and I got some amazing results...

Before:


Results:

LOLS. Still, it's better if it was drawn by human hands...xD We must support the human race! xD The computer was created by humans anyway. xD

*sigh*

*sigh* There's a heated argument going on, and even though I can be part of it, I choose not to.

There's no point talking to someone who is wasting their time trying to crap at a certain tagboard. Telling her to stop will only encourage her to do more. I mean, what the freak? What does she do? You mean her first stop every day is to that particular blog to comment on others? Wow. Does she even have a life? Get a life.

I'm so suprised there are such people in the world in the first place. Got nothing better to do. Too bored. Just go crap to others, disturb others' peace. WOW. Like, these people amaze me.

Then again, we must pity such people. They're overly-bored. Too bored. Bored to the extent that they must do something desperate to make their lives more interesting.

Oh, whatever.

Hahas

Hahas, me, being lame, decided to send a wink to myself, and I ended up staring at this window:



Hahas. Obviously I was unable to chat with myself...then I tried adding myself to my own contact list...



LOL! I must be so lonely that I need to add myself xD A little discovery I made today: You can add yourself, but you can't chat with your evil twin. XD

Ack.

So, I promised to crap about the Sec 4 Farewell, and here I am, about to crap. xD

It was BAD. Very BAD. (no sarcasm included). The Sec 2 item was well, not very well prepared, and it turned out to be....ack. I loved the Sec 3 item, though. They ROCK.

In the end, due to time constraint and the fact that we were nearly an hour behind schedule, we had to delete the games off the programme. So sad. Mdm F. was right, we weren't being fair to Shahidah.

And next year...no Manito. *sniff* I mean, it's not like I replied to my angel. She didn't even write to me in the first place.

Oh well, never mind. This is a lesson learnt before campfire next year. =)

Oh yes, I should mention that Sway has been renamed as Absolutely Beautiful since yesterday. All thanks to JT and len. xD What, suay? It's SWAY. xD Anyway, you can't comment on my new name anymore. xD

3000+ hits! ^^

Ok, I have something to celebrate 3000+ hits...


Err, not this one, too ego. xD


Yep, tis is it! xD Anyways, thanks to all, and I shall only crap about the Sec 4 Farewell tomorrow. xD

What is wrong?

I know what you're thinking now.

What is wrong with Angela today?

Well, yes, my blog is now a proper blog, emphasizing on the "PROPER" word. You see, just a few moments ago I realised a blog is like, for me to pen down my thoughts. I mean, everyone's blog should be about themselves. So yepps, the "You" section has vanished, and I've kinda crammed the "Me" and "Site" section at the sidebar. ^^ You can still surf through my blogskins (my username is somewhere in the sidebar).

What else is wrong with Angela today?

I'm evil, that's what's wrong. I made the text SO hard for you to read. xD

But surely, there's something else?

Now, for some reason, you're sounding like Squealer (Animal Farm). Yes, today has been a highly unpleasant and unlucky day.

1. I took my coy pics with the Sec 2 Coy 1 instead of my coy.
2. While going up to sing the song, I FELL in front of everyone!
3. No present from mortal.
4. Something HIGHLY unpleasant happened on the way home.
5. I hurt my hand (not THAT severe lar) at home.
6. I just broke a magnet.
7. I spilt my milk.

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!

Sorry. xD

Screenshots from the games I played on the Official Charlie and The Chocolate Factory Site:

I decided to stop being lazy and add more stuff xD So here you are, 1 more tutorial on PS about Scanlines and more quotes from 2 other movies xD I may update more later, so watch out for new stuff on the site. xD

Yesterday's guides was interesting. The Sec 3s were pretty nice, letting us, well the other Sec 2s play "Touch and Go". I couldn't play because of a leg injury...^^ Hahas. We also had to make a play on what to do when faced with certain circumstances, and I think Eugenia's group's play was the best xD Hahas...despite the wrong moral values and all that stuff, it was SO funny xD

I got a sucky failing mark for Literature. *sigh* But it's ok, I'll try harder for next week's test, eh? Watch out, Becky (she got 20/25) ! xD

Eeeps. See yas! ^___^

LOLS. xD The past two days have been well, reasonably enjoyable xD Yepps, you're now staring at a NEW & IMPROVED blogsite xD Everything's still pretty much under construction, but I'll add more things soon, maybe during the weekends xD

Monday.
Woots! I had a wonderful time at the ND Celebrations! xD Sang at the top of my voice and totally enjoyed myself...except for the fact that I was wearing the darned long skirt. I mean, everyone either wore shorts, pants or mini-skirts. I HATE mini-skirts, I have no white shorts and my pants is like...weirdishly hot. -_-'' But still, I had a great time ^^ Oh yes, Fathiyah had an ear-pop in the middle of the parade. *sighs* We went to visit her at the Sick Bay before going up to the hall. So maluated! Went in in the middle of everything...aiyos. xD

Tuesday.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE! XD On Tuesday, I went round the entire Toa Payoh searching for Two Weeks Notice, and yepps, I was completely disappointed. I can't blame the shop owners though, I mean, Two Weeks Notice's VCD was realeased around 2 years ago, and it's not Titanic, so hardly any shops keeps them. *sigh* Anyways, I had my dinner at Pizza Hut and I ate the new CHEESY LAVA. That TOTALLY ROCKED. I LOVE cheese xD

Today.
GM event later! xD Me, miches and becks went to watch Charlie and the Chocolate Factory (what a long title) xD I read the book before, and I loved it. The movie was kind of...dark. The book was fun, the movie was more of TRYING to be fun. It was still nice though, a great job, but eccentric, slightly dark and weird. I mean, the oompa loompas in the book were fun and yes...didn't look that serious...but still a great job. It was kinda like a bowl with too much sugar and too little salt. I think the only movies that were as good as the book was Harry Potter and LOTR. Charlie and the Chocolate Factory, well, there's still room for improvement, more fun-ness, maybe. xD But yes, it was funny enough. ^^ Oh and err....I got some postcards xD Now I can write to my mortal! xD

See yas ;)

*sigh*

*sigh* Tomorrow's national day celebrations...and I think I'll look like a freakish weirdo wearing my nd costume...red tee that's really big and a white skirt. *sigh sigh*

I seriously, totally think that my mortal knows who I am. xD I shouldn't have held her black, unique, one-of-a-kind letter that people don't use to write their letters when I was in front of her. I mean, now I've made it so obvious I'm her angel. Ack.

Must be more careful next year...

Oh yes, guides was really fun on Friday. The product we made...the WAGGGS piggy bank (which was of no relation to WAGGGS at all except for the name xD) was one of the best products we've ever made (in my opinion). We didn't win, but still...

See yas! ^^

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NETTISH BLOGBLOG TIMES, SATURDAY, 6 JUNE.
Blogs Invaded By Monsters


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TOASTTHEBREAD - How very strange...it seemed that a few blogs have been attacked by a ferocious monster! Attempts had been made by the net army to stop the monster, but they did not succeed as the monster burnt the tanks near it. A few minutes after the monster appeared, it vanished and all blogs were normal again.
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Just kidding xD It was an interesting thing I found at this site: Click to see. Hahas. Now you can make all pages have monsters! xD

For example, watch the monster invade say...2C's class website. xD
Click here to see.

Ahh, someone save our class website! xD

See yas! :D

bleh.

There was a blackout during Science today. Hahas. So cool! I was like..."Let's do that again!". Can save electricity mahs xD But obviously must keep the fan on. *fan fan* Hahas.

So good! Today no jogging...even though we had to do the handsign thing. Ehas.

Ok, new blogskin. It's actually Tifa from Final Fantasy 7 - Advent Children. I've never really played that game before. I just like the graphics. SHOOO NIIICE! xD So yepps, out pops this layout, and I kinda like this. This may be one of my favourite ones yet.

Yes, yes, yes. The weird default scrollbar. WHATever. Actually, the default scrollbar looks kinda nice. (And anyways if you're using Mozilla everything's default.)

And why the heck one post per page, you ask? Well, it's for easy reading. And so that the scrollbar's nicer and longer and not soooooo small because of all my long posts. You want other posts? There's always something useful called the "archives", thank you very much.

This morning it was so hilarious. It's something related to my mortal, but I can't post it here. Who knows which Sec 3 will hop by and read the details of what happened this morning (if I were to post it, that is) and tell my mortal? That will spell complete disaster.

See yahs! =)